Thursday, July 2, 2009, 08:39 PM
Posted by Administrator
I have started to practice singing opera again. I have been working on my own and contacting teachers in the area within the last few weeks and found a few teachers that I went to have lessons with this past week. My biggest fear in returning to the opera world of practice and performing was to not be taken seriously. I have been so afraid that every teacher I met with would see me as I feel - a tired, run down mommy without an "edge".
So, as I prepared for my lesson on Tuesday, I was determined to do everything within my power to look, sound and be professional. I got a friend of mine to watch the boys and the morning of the day of the lesson, I was ready! The lesson wasn't until 3 pm, but I needed to drop off the boys at 2 pm, which meant I had to leave the house at 1:45 pm, which meant I had to start getting ready to get in the car at 1:15 pm, which meant I had to feed the boys lunch by 12:30 pm, so I could warm-up right before we left. Phew!
I ofcourse had tried on every piece of "business casual" clothing I owned (not many) the night before. What "business casual" means, I'll never know exactly, but I was pretty proud of myself for being able to finally fit into my size 8 slacks that I hadn't worn in about 4 years! I used to wear slacks to work when I worked at BYU as a secretary and was feeling super snazzy in my white, cropped slacks, brown wedges and green shirt.
It was 1:40 pm. I was dressed and feeling good. I was a little frazzled because I has T-minus 5 minutes to get in the car. All the bags were packed and already in the car. The boys were dressed, fed and wiped down with wet wipes. I was checking on the directions on Google Maps as Liam started crying at my feet (ready for his afternoon nap) and Noah was literally jumping like a flea at my side asking when we were going to go. I stood up, bent over to grab Liam and ripped the crotch out of my snazzy white cropped pants ... and when I say "ripped the crotch out" you might think I meant the seam .... oh no no no ... I mean I ripped the fabric apart. So much for "finally" fitting into those size 8's ... and so much for being prepared.
I stood there with my bum hanging out of my pants, Liam screaming in my arms, Noah hopping around me like a flea and a sippy cup in one hand dripping down my shirt and I suddenly felt very UN-professional.
However, I did NOT have time for this. I put Liam down (poor kid was still wailing) and flew into my room, switched my outfit to the other business clothes (thank heavens for trying clothes on the night before), crammed the sippy cup in my purse and headed out the door to put the boys in their seats.
After I dropped the boys off and as I was trying to do breathing exercises in the car on the way to the lesson, I noticed that my fingers smelled slightly of pickles ... that's one of the things I had fed the boys for lunch .... oh well.